I am trully sorry guys for my feelings, i just got a great PM back from a great guy (hmmblah),
as i am now in tears
i hope i can make a thread to explain myself a little bit, i will ask
Tom if i can do so ,
because all i have is forums and i am NOT kidding about this
I can understaND IF THIS WILL BE DELETED
no problem as i already said i called this over myself and i have been in a fight for years ,
i also understand its hard to follow all this but the F@H (regular) members KNOW A BIT HOW OR WHAT ,
Charlie and
Steve (
Nikk i will never forget you matey) have always been a great help and i have never seen a person(s) so understanding
and i want to thank you for that !!!
Charlie you always been so chilled about my wrong action(s) and can't thank you enough for your patients !!!!!
Now i am not sure what to do just stop with all i have or talk and get my life up straith !
i am going to a pro help guy so i hope this will help me a bit,
ones again i am really sorry i have to put this on a forum but its for me the only way to express myself,
i am going to tell it anyway, i have NO friends at all because of a certain thing that happened with my dad ,
they never told me why they just left me as i have never been alife
that's all i can say about it now i will try to pick up F@H asap !